now i know, i'm not ready for serious relationship

what happen?

suddenly i feel so bad..........................
still worry about him............................

during hari raya holiday, we went things good.......................as usual , he is my best soul mate...........
but , i can't feel more than that anymore.................................

i lost it.................................

no more love story, just friendship..............................


things just so strange.....................

while u are single, u wish u can start a relationship, however , when the chance is here, i really unable to ready for this ......................................

i prefer single now..........................

ok ok, don't get me wrong....................
i really still single ............................
we haven't start anything yet........................
we are just soul mate..............................

my friends told me not to worry, just remains our friendship..........................


so, i still in between.......in Chinese we called 暧昧........................

should i stay, or should i go?

ok ok .....i keep telling my self, we are just soul mates(知己)......................